"Up Against the Wall"
a Pike & Benny joint
By Viridian5
9/3/99

RATING: NC-17; Pike/Benny.  If m/m interaction bothers you, 
pass on by.
SUMMARY: Benny tries to avoid thinking during the night before 
the first day of school.
DISTRIBUTION: Anywhere, as long as you ask me first.
FEEDBACK: Hell, yes.  Feedback can be sent to 
Viridian5@aol.com
DISCLAIMERS: Pike and Benny, from the _Buffy the Vampire 
Slayer_ movie, belong to Joss Whedon, 20th Century Fox, and 
Kuzui Enterprises/Sandollar.  I'm just dusting them off and letting 
them play.  No infringement intended.  Suing me would be a waste 
of time. 
NOTES: Thanks to Te for the quick and dirty beta!  Fits the 
story....


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"Up Against the Wall" 
By Viridian5 
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"I can't stay tonight.  The 'rents want me home," Benny said, the 
words bitter.

"They want to make sure you get to school, huh?" Pike tossed a 
notebook into his pack, which had only carried essentials like food, 
beer, and joints all summer.  

The hell of it was, Pike would have gotten Benny out of bed and 
off to school.  Pike was going, so what was the point in playing 
hooky?

"They pick shitty times to remember I exist and keep up with my 
life."

Pike's face could hardly look any blanker.  "You think they'll keep 
on remembering through the school year?"

Benny thought of what it would be like to have to sleep in his own 
bed all the time again.  Without Pike.  "Fuck, I hope not.  I'll 
escape in the middle of the night if I have to."

Pike's blank face cracked into a smile.  "Cool.  I'll give you a 
spoon if you need one."

Benny wished he could come back here tonight, but his parents 
would be keeping a watch for sure.  First day of his senior year of 
school tomorrow.  They had no idea that it signaled the end to the 
most amazing summer he'd ever had in his life.

Benny realized that he was scared; it seemed to be a part of being 
involved with Pike, of finally having something to lose.  Pike had 
changed everything and didn't even know it.

They'd only become lovers over the summer.  School would 
change their routine, would make Pike mingle with other people.  
Other, saner people.  What if he decided he'd made a big mistake 
being with Benny?  If it came to that, Benny would fight to keep 
him but not if he really wanted to go.  Not if he wasn't happy 
anymore.

Benny had to distract himself.  "I have a school fantasy, ya know."

"A school fantasy?"

"Yeah, and I want to tell you about it.  Sit on my knee." Maybe he 
couldn't hold Pike all night, but he could get as much contact as 
possible before he left.  Besides, he wanted to try something.

"If it involves Santa Claus, I'm out of here." But Pike sat down.  
On Benny's lap.  Benny moved him a little further away.  Pike 
looked confused but went with it.  "You're too distracting sitting 
on my lap."

"That may be the nicest thing anyone's ever said to me."

"Then you should get out more.  Okay.... You're walking in the 
hall to your next class with your books in hand.  I grab you and 
drag you into the boy's room."

"The boy's room?  Benny--"

"Yeah, it's a cliche, but it's not like I'm getting points for 
originality."

"Sorry. Carry on."

"Thank you.  Your books hit the floor with a dull boom.  You're 
pissed off and asking me what I want that couldn't wait.  I say I 
want you.

"You're shaking your head, but I'm backing you against the wall."

Pike shook his head.  "I don't think I like this one at all."

"It gets better.  I'm setting the scene."

"Okay.  But I want you to know that I wouldn't let anyone else go 
any further with this."

"I know." Benny smiled.  "I'm kissing you like you're what I need 
to live.  I can feel you relax a bit, but you're still tense because you 
know the whole school is on the other side of that unlocked door.  I 
turn you around so you're facing the wall.  You start to twitch 
nervously, and I know you're about to break away.  I stroke you 
and tell you that it's okay, I know you don't usually like having 
people at your back, but I'm going to make you feel so good, so 
good...."

Pike exhaled with a slow shudder.  If you gave him those moments 
of thoughtfulness, he was yours.

"I pull down your pants and briefs, but I'm not ready to go there 
yet.  Instead, I go up under your shirt and kiss my way down your 
spine.  You're shivering and breathing deeply in that way you do 
when you're expecting something really good." In fact, Pike was 
doing it now.  Benny had to unzip his jeans at the sight.  "Once I 
reach your ass I have to kneel on the floor."

"But the floor is--"

"Disgusting, but I have to do this.  Have to.  I'm kissing and 
kneading your ass while you're making small whimpering noises.  
You're trying to be quiet, because the door swings open a tiny bit 
every time a crowd walks by.  If they heard something and came in 
to investigate they'd see me on my knees worshipping your naked 
ass." Pike made a choking sound and unzipped his pants.  "Then I 
start to rim you.  Slow, then fast, then slow....  I can't get enough 
of you.  I have to hold onto your hips because they keep jerking; I 
can tell you want to push back to get more but you're afraid you'll 
hurt me.  I take the decision out of your hands by moving you 
around in ways I know you'll like.  Meanwhile, your cock is 
dripping so much you're painting the fucking tiles.  The sight 
almost makes me come.

"Then...."

"What?" Pike asked, gasping, when Benny didn't immediately 
continue.

"I start to fuck you with my tongue."

Pike moaned.  He was hard and protruding from his fly.  Benny's 
mouth watered, but he wouldn't touch.  He wanted to see if he 
could get Pike off without it.

"I'm thrusting it into you over and over.  You're beautiful, 
writhing, sobbing, trying to fuck the wall.  You're whimpering, 'I 
need you, Benny.  Now, Benny.  Please, Benny.  I need you....'" 
Benny fought to slow down his heart at those words.  When he 
thought he could continue talking normally, he said, "It only makes 
me harder and hungrier for you.  And crueler, because I don't stop 
until you're completely relaxed and slick from my mouth.  I pull 
my cock out of my pants and stand right behind you.  I whisper 
into your ear, 'Are you sure you want this?  It wants you.  It wants 
you bad.' You're shaking, and you say, 'God, yes.  Give it to me.  
Please.'

"I slowly glide in.  You're pushing back trying to get me to go 
faster, but I won't.  I'm going to torture you with pleasure, and 
there's nothing you can do about it.  The terror that someone will 
walk in at any moment just gives it spice.  Finally I'm all the way 
in, and I take a moment to appreciate it.  Since it's a fantasy, I 
don't need any condoms, so I can feel you completely, how hot 
and silky you are inside." Pike looked dazed and was barely able to 
balance on Benny's leg.  His hand kept jerking toward his cock, 
but he pulled it away each time.  It seemed that he wanted to see 
where this went.  "You are beautiful, Pike.  Right now too."

Pike smiled but growled, "Finish me."

Only sheer force of will kept Benny from coming then.  "Uh.  I 
start to thrust, hard and deep.  You still want more--faster, harder, 
deeper--and you're demanding that in harsh whispers that hit me 
like lightning along my spine.  I'm not sure if I'm riding you or 
you're riding me anymore, and I'm surprised we're not sanding a 
big hole into the wall." Benny's hips starting to buck in time to his 
story in spite of all his efforts to stop them.  He had a double image 
of his fantasy Pike and the real life Pike both brought over the edge 
to full slutdom by his words and actions.  Panting, writhing....  He 
had to come or die.  "And the door keeps swinging....

"I'm thrusting into you harder and harder, and I feel like we're one 
thing.  I kiss the back of your neck on the next thrust," Pike closed 
his eyes and groaned, "and you come so hard I'm amazed you 
don't take my cock off as you go." And Pike came, beautifully, 
shouting, before falling back against Benny.  Benny panted, "But I 
can't, I--" Pike gave Benny's cock one long, thorough stroke, and 
it worked just like lighting a match.  Benny exploded.

They slumped back against the couch together.  "Only you could 
fuck me with your voice, Ben," Pike gasped.  "But if you ever try 
that scenario in real life, I'll kick your ass if the jocks don't tear us 
to pieces first."

It had actually worked.  Maybe he could register his voice as a 
deadly weapon.  "Oh, you love me."

"Yeah, I do, and school isn't going to change that, okay?"

Benny froze.  "What?"

"We know each other, Benny." Pike kissed him deeply.  "Now get 
cleaned up and go home before your parents send out a search 
party."

Benny smiled. "See you tomorrow?"

Pike smiled back and nibbled on his ear.  "I don't think you get 
much choice in the matter."


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